My friend 33351 commented today that I have not posted in my blog recently.

He is correct.

My mind has been inundated with so many thoughts lately, that it is really hard to organize them in my head, let alone verbalize them (er, or write them down) in a way that is coherent and intelligible.

The mid-life crisis is coming to a head. When you hit rock bottom, all you have left to do is 1. kill yourself or 2. go up. I’m too chicken-shit to kill myself. Plus I think my son’s father would be mad at me….

However I am beginning to understand what people say when they refuse to just “settle”. What a concept.